HeartsThatContinueToFall

Hahahaha. XD EVERYTHING IS MAKING ME LAUGH RIGHT NOW. My sister just called me high. Hahahahahahahahaha ahhhhhhhhh and I have to go to to sleep soon. XD …Bahahaha. Yeahhh. Riiight.(: 

Sooo… these two people were having a gif convo, and I totally just jumped right into it without even knowing what they were talking about bahahaha and I think I scared/am scaring them. XD Hehe. They probably think I’m psycho.(; …Which… ya know, I am… lol. But still.(: Hehe. 

I WISH I HAD A GIF OF AN EYE TWITCHING. XD 

I’mma tag them in this so that they see it, hehehe. XD (I like scaring people; I’m not really THATTT insane haha.) 

Teehee. ^_^ 

inkstainedmusings:

starkid-nerdfighter:

*DOUBLE FACEPALM*

Bahaha. YES. XD And that gif totally just made everything even better(: 

And, of course, because of that, last night at Jessie’s was… haha interesting, to say the least.(; lol And I’ve been sworn to secrecy on the issue haha. XD I mean it’s nothing baddd, just there were some weird things that happened between other people. XD Anddd… I… yeahhh haha. Um. Yeah. XD I still don’t know if I should be disturbed by how much the moon affected me(or at least that’s what I’m blaming it on, ‘cause it started a tiny bit while we were still inside, but didn’t actually start until it was dark, the moon was full, and we were all outside by the fire. XD) or not haha. 

…I probably should be. 

And this is why the mermaids WILL hang out EVERY FULL MOON(at the least) ‘cause otherwise, bad things could happen. Gotta watch out for my twin and sister. Haha.(; 

Umm… well that’s about all I can say without revealing a lot, soo… ‘kay bye! :D 

theblueprincess12:

xxprettyfacesliexx asked: Sean was nice to me today too!!! He made my day when he looked at Cameron and asked if he could play with her(snare). He looked like a little kid on Christmas! It was so adorable! I just kinda laughed so much! I didn't hate him in band today! Maybe he's possessed.

Bahahaha yeahhh, maybe. XD ‘Cause normally he’s just so obnoxious and disgusting(inside AND out-he seriously needs to learn what a shower is. -_- lol) and rude that anything and everything that comes out of his mouth annoys me, but he was being nice… *twilight zone theme song* o.O

…I’m talking about the senior dinner at Chili’s with Wallace, btw.(: 

I mean I guess it shouldn’t have been awkward, but it was. Mostly ‘cause of Koala… You know. The one who used to be a pretty close friend of mine, but just stopped talking to me? Yeah, the one that, when I asked him what was wrong, just completely ignored me? OH, and the same one that acted all sad that week because I’d replied “Okay. Fine.” which hinted that the friendship was over, but all he’d had to do was tell me WHY he’d been so weird? Yeah, him. 

I don’t even know why. It hasn’t been… pleasant when he’s been around me, ‘cause he just refuses to look at me(or glances at me awkwardly and tries to make(EXTREMELY AWKWARD) small talk), but it hasn’t been… SUPER weird. But tonight it was like… Ugh. I don’t even know. Like he was TRYING to pretend that we were still friends. He still hardly said anything to me, but he kept trying to, and he kept like staring at me. …It was REALLY weird. 

…And not to mention Dalton being weirder than usual. You know, last year, he wasn’t THAT weird. I mean he was weird, sure, but he wasn’t always “Ohh, I’mma hang all over you and tell you awkward stories now, okay? Yayyy!!!” Or at least not to me. But now he is, and I’m like uhhh… what the heck. He probably thinks it’s normal. But it’s just strange haha. :P And I’m sorry, but I REALLY don’t care about some time that you tried to wear a short skirt without underwear on and it flew up so everyone could see and you ‘didn’t even notice.’ That’s just… ughhh. AWKWARD. Haha XD 

It was weird, too, ‘cause Sean(a.k.a. the person I’d go to FIRST if I was EVER allowed at LEAST one free shot at someone with like a baseball bat or something XD) was being… I dunno. Like he was actually trying to make conversation. Or at least include me. Of course, he started off with, as soon as he came in, making a crude comment which I made and unpleasant face to(which caused Jacob, Quinten, and Speight to burst into laughter and then tell me they’re being empathetic for me… haha. I dunno. ‘Twas weird, ‘twas. XD). Later, though, Marshall said something, and then Sean jumped in and started talking and including me, and I’m like what the heck. *sigh* 

I mean, I guess all of the weirdness with people being nice was just because this is pretty much the last time we’re actually gonna see each other all at once, and we’re leaving, so we shouldn’t have any drama. But I was being civil(and planned on staying that way… didn’t really have a reason not to be), but… I don’t know. Mehh. Oh well, at least it wasn’t a BAD time. Just… awkward. If Jessie hadn’t been sitting next to me, I probably wouldn’t have enjoyed it, honestly. Well, Jacob made it kinda fun too, but still. 

…Speaking of… Jacob made a WEIRD comment. …It was just… hmm. STRANGE. I don’t even… ‘twas weird. I don’t even know how to explain it. I mean I could type it, but… oh well, why not. Unless I heard wrong(I kinda hope I did… :P), it sounded like… Well I heard him start talking about if I ever ‘want any favors’ (yeahhh, that kind. -_- *sigh* Ew.) to hit him up. I got a disturbed look on my face and was like “Ooookayyyy…” and shook my head. He was like “I was joking.” I said “I figured.” and then he said “I gave up on that dream a long time ago” kinda quietly while he was looking away. I just kinda looked away thinking “Uhhh… WHAT?! XP EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW” and was quiet for a minute. It was just… EWWW. XP WEIRD. Like I said. Ughhh *shudder* 

Still, it was fun and nice and happy.(: Wallace really liked the pictures of the seniors(one of the boys and one of the girls, both in the same frame, and there was a paper frame inside of it where all the seniors’d signed their names), and so did Speight. It was kinda a joint gift that we WERE gonna give them at the concert, but Jessie couldn’t get the pictures in time. 

Jackie couldn’t come, so we all went to her work(which was right down the street from the Chili’s we were at) and saw her. She almost cried. It was sweet.(: I think that’s the first time I’ve ever hugged her, actually. Hmm. lol 

Melancholy, because this is the last time I’m really gonna see them all. Even Willis, although I’ll still see him Monday and Friday. …And I think Saturday, but I’m not sure. XD It just reminded me that I’m a senior. Yeah, I’m still EXCITEDDD to graduate(and get a bunch of punks out of my hair XP), but… there are still things I’ll miss. :/ Mostly the sense of security. ‘Cause even the thought of leaving home, going to college… it’s scary. Just… really terrifying. Even if I AM coming home on the weekends. ‘Cause it’s all up to me now. 

*sigh* …And that’s all. Haha. XD